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[12 Jul 2006|11:07pm] |
Just be in love and I’ll kiss you like you’ve always wanted
Just close your eyes, I’ll still live as if I’m dying
If I don’t make your heart skip a beat then hate me
If I don’t make you feel anything than it’s me
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
Just close your eyes and I’ll kiss you like there’s no tomorrow
If I don’t make your heart skip a beat then hate me
If I don’t make you feel anything then it’s me
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
So sleep now, so deep in static
Drifting in the shadows
Hold me close to the glow of headlights
And TV screens
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
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mm mm mmmmmm
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[30 Mar 2005|05:37pm] |
I stole this whole entry from JEN'S journal. so, FUCKING DEAL BITCHES.
The Jen Katie and Brett Experience
( I FUCKING LOVE YOU )
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[30 Mar 2005|05:28pm] |
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HAHAHAHAHAHA.
pigmobile.
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[27 Sep 2004|07:09pm] |
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So I decided that you are a loser.
get over it
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[27 Sep 2004|01:47pm] |
One weeek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love everyone who I spent Saturday with. Jen, Crystal, Lauren, Ashley, Seanthomas, Bryanpatrick, Jason, Jamal, Ben, Brian, and Yohe.
I met Bryanpatrick for the first time on Saturday. I always wondered who he was..and he is really funny.
The simplest things make you feel happy. Like laying on a trampoline in the wind caused by hurricane Jeanne at midnight on Sunday morning with 3 people that you love (Jen, Crystal and Lauren) and staring at the clouds pass over the moon. Then getting freaked out because Lauren talked about how she thought she saw zombies in her hospital room one time..and the wind got freakishly louder and scary. Those times are the best.
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[25 Sep 2004|10:53am] |
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My family got in a car accident today on the way to G-ville. They're all ok. Apparently they were getting off the exit ramp in G-ville..and somebody didn't look and smashed into them from behind. I'm glad I didn't go because I never wear a seatbelt on long trips like that. I always lay down and sleep. =\ That's a scary thought.
Oh, and to add to my weekend full of letdowns..my mom doesn't want me to go to Jen's today because "the hurricane is coming DIRECTLY FOR US!" surprise surprise. What else is new. These hurricanes need to just die.
I want a dress. A pretty one. That is black and pink. Not like last year's..but, better. I didn't even want to go. But, now I do. I'm excited. But, whatever.
He's wrong. He's so wrong.
Oh well I'll get over it.
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[24 Sep 2004|11:55pm] |
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Today was fun. Went dress shopping after school with Jen, Crystal and Lauren. Dresses are gay. I hate them.
Then went to Tampa for Missy's b-day. Happy Birthday, I love you! That was fun.
She has the best straightener ever.
Umm..Sam and Mackenzee were hot little kids. Hahaha.
But, not as hot as Missy's at Brittany's 9th birthday party. I SO REMEMBER THAT TAPE! hahaha.
I love my friends.
Super Troopers? Hot!
I'm so sad the party was postponed AGAIN. gah.
Stupid hurricanes.
Tomorrow will still be fun though. I'm hanging out with the hottest people ever.
Ok, so, tis time for sleep.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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| Vote for Pham |
[23 Sep 2004|07:50pm] |
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Ice cream makes me happy.
So does thinking about wonderful parties this weekend.
:)
Life is good right now.
Let's make it stay this way forever.
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[22 Sep 2004|09:25pm] |
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I hate mexies.
I love nights where I'm out doing whatever we think of doing and scream Avril Lavigne songs at the top of our lungs. Anytime when I'm not home is great. Don't get me wrong, I like being home and relaxing too. But, I like being out with my friends. I love my friends. Friends are the best thing in the world. Thank you to Jen, Crystal, and Lauren to making my day simply grand.
Mean Girls is a fun movie. The gay guy is my favorite.
Um, I think Nick hates me or something bc he never calls me and I never talk to him anymore.
Today doesn't feel like Wednesday. It feels like Thursday or the weekend.
So, I'm ready for school to end already. School is the most annoying thing in the world. Other than waking up at 5 to go to school. Waking up is even worse. You're all like..comfortable and stuff. I don't know. It just blows.
I need a job. I'm getting an apartment after high school with Jen, Crystal and Lauren and we are going to have parties every weekend. It'll be hot.
I don't want to be home right now. I just want to leave and go around taking pictures of cool things. That's the best.
Sleep would be good now.
God, I seriously hate school. But, if I think about all the lovely faces I see there every day..that's enough to make me go. (That's including Mr. Delucia.)
My life is kind of bittersweet right now. I'm perfectly content with things..but, at the same time I'm not. I have the best friends ever..and my family doesn't hate me this week..I just wish..I don't know. There's something missing. I feel like I could've had it..but, I lost it. Whatever.
Dance is coming quickly..and I cannot wait. I only have to go Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays this year. That's so hot. I'm excited. I have time now to hang out with my friends on weekdays..and that's awesome! Don't get me wrong..I love dance and all of my friends there..but, I also love hanging out with my friends from school on weekdays too.
Why is livejournal all creepy all of the sudden?
I like getting random phone calls from people. It makes me feel loved. Shawna called me today. It was fun. haha.
This weekend is going to own. I can feel it. I'm so excited. By the way, kids, I'm NOT going to the gator game. :))))) So, you know what that means!! Word!
I can't really understand my emotions right now. They're all mixed..and it confuses me. Like, right now..I'm so happy, but, I'm anxious and sad at the same time. I don't know. I think I'm good at hiding my emotions sometimes. But, I could be wrong. Whatever.
Do you know what's incredibly stupid? How people judge people by the clothes that they wear or something. Why does it really matter? What does their clothes have to do with their personality? NOTHING. It's just their style..who cares. I hang out with a completely diverse group of people. And I think it's really cool. One night, Jen was at my house with Barlow, Kevin, Nick, and Jeramie spruill. That is the weirdest combination ever. I hate when people are like "omg, look what she's wearing..she wore that last week." Who the hell cares. It's clothes. Get over it! People are just stupid and fake. And it's pathetic when you have to care about what someone wears other than if they're a good person or not.
I don't care if you don't agree with me. It's my journal.. I write what I want.
Yeah..So, this has definitely fulfilled my boredom for a few minutes. I'm going to head off to sleep now because no one is online..and I have no one to look forward to calling me tonight.
Goodnight loves.
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Maybe it's just me..but, I find it creepy when really weird kids watch you when you're getting your eyebrows waxed...
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| Poptarts and Pizza |
[21 Sep 2004|02:26pm] |
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1st period was a major let down today. :(
As was 3rd.
Shit, I need to do my laundry.
And I smell really bad.
That is all.
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[19 Sep 2004|08:40pm] |
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Dancestarz are amazing.
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[19 Sep 2004|08:15pm] |
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If you laugh at me tomorrow bc I look like a 90 year old constipated woman when I walk, I will kill you.
Seanthomas is my favorite.
Um, I can't wait for dance to really start. word.
I really like the modern teacher also. She's really cute..and she's sooo amazingly good. :)
Last night was the best. I spent it with some of the best people ever. Jen, Jon Yohe, Cynthia, TJ Beelman, Andrew Sinkinson, Todd, and Brittany..it was great..but, ended badly. I'm sorry, TJ, I'll help you out as much as I can. People at school can add to the "Cops are gay" fund. hahaha. Word X2
God, seriously..I have the best friends ever.<3<3<3
My tomagotchi died on Friday. :*( RIP POOP. I think that Frank was more upset than I was.
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[18 Sep 2004|05:14pm] |
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so, today was the first day of the dance intensive. It feels so good to be dancing again. Well, that's a lie. bc right now..it does not feel so good. but, I'm sure all of you kids feel the same way I do..so, there's no point on complaining. I effing adore you all!
Last night I went to Autumn's party with Cynthia. My night totally sucked..but, thank you lauren dusi, cynthia, seanthomas, ashley, and wes for being there. I <3 you. even if most of you were totally wasted, you still knew when soemthing was wrong... <3<3
Dance is totally my favorite. I've missed you girls..I can't wait for dance to actually start..we own.
Autumn..I love you..and I'm sorry that your birthday got effed up..and I hope everything works out :( I adore you, darling, and you're the hottest girl in town.
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damn you!!!
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